n00b~ Stupid~ Idiot !!!!

Noob~
Stupid~
Idiot~

Maybe these few words are used to describe me.
I know i am very stupid, and i admit i am not at your guys standard.
Whatever you saying or talking, i will never understand although you explain it to me as i am STUPID!!
And you start looking down at this stupid guy!
Start away from this stupid guy, as if this stupid guy is a kind of virus or "H1N1"....if not, when other ppl saw you and this stupid guy together, you will be considered as stupid and idiot group too.....so you just choose to away from this guy as far as possible..
Even the ppl who are close to me b4 also start looking down at me and away from me, and hate me, we lose contact too.....

Why person who is stupid, will face such treatments from the "human"????
Stupid person be doomed to be alone all the time??????!!!!
no close friends??? no beloved ppl????

WHY????

why i need to be in these circumstances?
Why i am stupid? ?
"Because you are just a STUPID GUY." these are the answer i heard.....

Stupid = Loser
no matter how working i am, i am just a stupid guy, just a loser...no ppl will like me or accept me...
the thing i can do is to accept this..... fact.......................